sadness

I hate the army. more like I hate the communication, or lack there of, that comes from the army. When we first hear about haiti the time frame is 2 months. Then 2-5 months. Then 2 weeks, then 3-6 months, then only 17 more days. Now we have official word, 6 more months, July 18th. "Well at least it's not Afghanistan"... I'm tired of hearing it, it is just as hostile over there. I am just as lonely here. Nora is still growing up just as fast. So no.......... it's not better one way or the other, it sucks, no matter which way you spell it out, being away from your family for 6 months sucks. When he left I thought I could handle this, but now I am beginning to realize I can't. I want him back here. i need him back here. If you don't want to hear me have self pity anymore then stop reading my blog, cause right now I just want to feel bad for my self. my current emotion right now is empty, and I have a feeling it will stay like this for a while.