mother dearest.

last night mom got hurt, she had hot grease splash on her face, neck, chest, and stomach. She went to the hospital in Fayette and then got sent to Grady. When I found out I seriously had a mild panic attack. All Megan told me was that grease spilt on mom and she would probably have to have surgery. Later when we got to the hospital I heard that her lips were completely burnt off, and I FREAKED. I was too nervous to even go in there and see her. But once I did go see her I felt a lot better, it wasn't as bad as I was thinking but it is still a burn on the face. All of our family came, and that is soo nice to have a family like that. When I went in to see her, she said to me "little kids are going to think I'm a monster" and I just broke down, I couldn't imagine anyone thinking MY mom is a monster, but this kind of stuff can happen to anyone, even if they don't deserve it. After I got home from the hospital I was thinking about how if she were to be scared really badly, this is the only way Nora would remember her. She would never know mom as we all know her.OK I am just rambling. Just thinking way to much. I feel horrible about all of this, not that I could do anything to prevent it.I am sitting in mom's room right now, and she is snoring reeeeaaaly loud, and normally i would be annoyed, but now I couldn't be happier to hear that. Well enough of this cause I have cried a lot in the last 24 hours. I t probably doesn't help that earlier yesterday before mom got hurt I found out that a friend I used to hang out with committed suicide the following night. Just like that, life is gone. I guess I was just thinking how everything could have been much worse, good thing it wasn't. Love you mom.

Anywaysssss, I finally ordered a new phone, I will be in North Carolina in 5-7 business days, wooh! And tomorrow Nora has a doctor's appointment for her next set of shots, since she is on a different shot schedule she has to go every month. And I have a consultation about my stretch marks, I want them GONE! Then after all that is done, Nora and I are flying back to North Carolina! Hector gets out of the field tonight so we get to see him tomorrow! I am just worried about how I am going to get all my stuff back up there... yikes! Well i have a long day tomorrow, nighty.